So, all the hoopla of Valentines Day is over and we can get back to being normal (whatever that is). I have never really cared for Valentines Day, not as a teenager nor as an adult. It feels like it's all so contrived. Do we ever really consider where the tradition comes from anymore? Or do we just celebrate it because it's a day on a calendar t […]
Tears scorch flesh Sobs rattle earth in volcanic eruptions Emotional upheavals Gather ocean's waves to form tsunami's wrath Lighten crashes like raindrops on a barren field Nothing remains unscathed […]
Inside there is a voice, an inner knowingness that is beyond the mental constructs of the mind. The seer. The watcher. This watcher knows all that is and is to come. Some call this the soul. It is ever perfect, untainted, pure, beyond concept. The soul is ever one with all that is. I think sometimes we get glimpses of the soul. It can take shape in many […]
One Sunday I made it to church very early and had an interesting discussion about God, his role in our lives and why He is not just ever present with us and always taking care of us. I know that everyone sees and thinks of God in the way that suits their own personal relationship. And while sometimes I think of God as Mother (most times, because mother is […]
This world is a psych ward. We are all patients using various medicines & methods to overcome our psychosis. Find the shrink that best suits you and keep using their methods until you free yourself of the mental maladies that ail you. In time you will have victory. You will triumph! If they have found freedom, so can you! […]
I admit it. I love shoes. I want more shoes. My favorite kinds of shoes to wear are high heels. The higher the heel the better. I mostly love sexy strappy shoes, but platform shoes, colorful shoes or any kind of shoes, as long as they're stylish will do. I am really attached to high heeled shoes. They are stylish and cute. But my feet don't like th […]
A few days ago, after looking for him and filing a missing persons report, we learned that my grandpa had died. At 78 years old my grandfather died alone in a hotel room (he was found by a hotel manager in room 410), surrounded by the very few things in life that comforted him, music, cigarettes and alcohol. I say that not as a judgement but because I am no […]
What do you do when it's your birthday? Does it cause you to be more self reflective? Do you think about the the year gone by or do you think of the year to come? Does it make you pine away wistfully for your youthful years? Or does it make you young folk wish to be older than you are? Birthdays make me quite pensive. I start to review my life on al […]
I have to admit. Sometimes I get annoyed by seeing yoga retreats in Bali, or Brazil, or some other exotic place in the world. Yoga, which is an ancient tradition, was originally passed on from teacher to student right in their home, village or community. Now with elite yoga you get to travel halfway around the world outside of the daily grind of life to c […]
For every problem in life there is a spiritual solution, at least that’s what Wayne Dyer says. My major problem right now (well for years) is with anxiety. I hate that I have it. It was probably born when I was 3 years old and first started experiencing sexual abuse. Withdrawing and retreating became my coping mechanism. At that young age you have no cop […]